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Find Me Gone

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From Vogue Amsterdam columnist Sarah Meuleman comes a haunting, whip-smart debut novel about second chances and the lengths one young woman will go to keep her dark secrets sealed in the past.

1996. In the sleepy hamlet of Bachte-Maria-Leerne, in the Belgian countryside, the residents are reeling from the disappearance of several young girls. The country is thrown into a state of emergency and even after the killer is apprehended, not all the girls missing are found alive, causing further alarm and political protests in the form of White Marches.

At the local school, St. Martin's High, the devastating news is met more with morbid fascination than fear among its students—except for twelve-year-old Sophie. Unlike her peers, Sophie knows what it's like to be afraid and never truly feel safe. The only time she feels a sense of security and belonging is when she's with her best friend Hannah... if only she could confide her darkest secrets to the girl she admires... the girl whose home life is so very different from Sophie's... the girl whom Sophie wishes she could be more like.

When Hannah begins hanging out at a popular teenage club "The Sloop" and starts dating the charming and clever Damian, Sophie suddenly feels left out. With each day, Sophie notices Hannah drifting farther from her. Before the friends can reconcile, the village is thrown into fresh panic when Sophie fails to return home after a high school dance—and is never seen again.

2014. Hannah is living the life most young women dream of as a successful columnist for a fashion magazine in New York City. But after years of being the party reporter, documenting the revelries of the rich and famous, she craves a deeper subject for her writing. Quitting her job and leaving her former glitzy Manhattan lifestyle for a run-down apartment in Brooklyn, she spends her days writing a biography of three famous authors: Agatha Christie, Barbara Follett, and Virginia Woolf—three women who struggled with family, loyalty, and ambition... three women who one day disappeared without a trace.

As Hannah delves into her research and the lives of these luminaries, she's forced to confront questions she's tried so hard to repress. What happened to Sophie that night? How does a person just go missing, never to be heard from again? Taking readers on an exhilarating journey from the Flemish countryside to New York, Find Me Gone is equal parts thriller and tender coming-of-age story that will leave readers wondering until the final page...

What happened to Sophie?

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      August 20, 2018
      Belgian author Meuleman’s fascinating, multilayered debut shifts between countries and time periods. After the miscarriage of a much-wanted child, Hannah, a successful society columnist for a high-profile New York fashion magazine, is desperate to change her life. She leaves her husband, quits her job, and moves from Greenwich Village to Brooklyn’s Bushwick neighborhood. Her plan is to write a book about Agatha Christie, Barbara Newhall Follett, and Virginia Wolfe: three writers who “fought their battles, swam against the current, and then disappeared one day.” Her research into why these women chose to walk away from their lives stirs up turbulent memories. It seems that her beloved authors are “dragging her back to places she needs to forget. All the way back to” Bachte-Maria-Leerne, the little Belgian town where she grew up. Meuleman skillfully reveals, bit by tiny nuanced bit, the story of Hannah and her best friend, Sofie, who likewise disappeared one day long ago in Bachte. This intelligently written psychological thriller provides much food for thought. Agent: Cecile Barendsma, Cecile B Literary.

    • Kirkus

      August 15, 2018
      Belgian journalist Meuleman draws on the lives of famous female authors as she weaves through the past and present in this unpredictable and suspenseful debut novel.In 1996, a young girl named Sophie disappears from a small Belgian village. This fact torments Hannah, Sophie's best friend and Meuleman's protagonist. In 2014, Hannah walks away from her glitzy life in New York City: "What makes a successful columnist, adored by a blond Adonis like Boy, decide to abandon her fabulous apartment and bid farewell to...well, just about everything?" Her friends are worried and her editor thinks she's committing "career suicide," but Hannah is sick of "her tributes to the fake and frothy." She moves to Bushwick and begins writing a book about the lives of three writers who disappeared: Agatha Christie, Barbara Follett, and Virginia Woolf. "They are more than just writers," Hannah contends when confronted by the potential insignificance of her biographical work. "They fought their battles, swam against the current, and then disappeared one day. Just like the twelve-year-old girl who vanished from a Belgian village. A girl she knew better than anyone." Meuleman slowly spools out the details of a secret that haunts Hannah's past, the chapters jumping from 2014 New York to bits of the book Hannah is writing (some of the most interesting parts here) to scenes from Hannah's little Belgian hometown in the 1990s--all seemingly disparate tales, but the connections becomes clearer as the book unfolds. It's a plucky effort and at times takes on more than it can chew, but it will entice readers looking for something to keep them guessing until the end.An engaging novel that shines a light on the pain some women are forced to bear.

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    • Booklist

      September 1, 2018
      Is it possible to outrun your past? Hannah leaves a lucrative position writing for a glitzy Manhattan magazine to move to a small, unfurnished place in Brooklyn, where she hopes to write a book about Agatha Christie, Barbara Follett, and Virginia Woolf, whose struggles with success led to each author disappearing for a time. Hannah's research stirs up memories of another set of disappearances that took place almost 20 years earlier in small-town Belgium. Growing up, Hannah and her friend Sophie did everything together, cautious in the wake of the recent abductions of local school girls. Now, a popular new friend causes a rift, building until the night Sophie leaves a party and is never seen again. A dark atmosphere permeates journalist Meuleman's debut, as Hannah falls further into the shadows, facing the possibility that she may never escape the losses that define her life. Parallel stories taking place 18 years apart and excerpts from Hannah's book glimpsing into the lives of the disappeared authors result in a crooked structure perfect for fans of Gillian Flynn and J.P. Delaney.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2018, American Library Association.)

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